The short explanation
Unwanted, horrifying thoughts about harm coming to a baby are very common in new mothers, and the fact that they disgust and frighten you is an important sign. Thoughts like these, called intrusive thoughts, are not wishes or intentions. When they are frequent and lead to avoiding things or checking, they can be part of postnatal anxiety or obsessive-compulsive disorder, both of which are treatable. Telling a doctor about these thoughts can feel scary, but clinicians understand the difference between intrusive thoughts and real risk. Talking therapy is effective, and some women are also offered medicine that is compatible with breastfeeding after assessment.
What depends on your situation
The parts of this that change from woman to woman. Uncertainty is stated, not hidden.
- What matters is how often the thoughts come, how much time you spend avoiding or checking, and whether you also feel low or anxious most of the time.
- Sleep deprivation and a lack of support make intrusive thoughts worse.
- Very different situations, such as hearing voices, believing the thoughts are real or right, or feeling an urge to act on them, need urgent help.
What this answer cannot determine
The boundary of online education. These need a clinician who can see you.
- This answer cannot diagnose postnatal OCD or anxiety. A doctor or mental-health professional who talks with you can assess what is happening.
Questions for your clinician
Take these with you. You can add any of them to an appointment card.
- Are these intrusive thoughts, and could this be postnatal OCD or anxiety?
- What treatment can I have while breastfeeding?
- How can I stop avoiding holding my baby?
- Can my family get guidance on how to support me?
When to seek help
Clinician-approved guidance for this topic. When in doubt, being seen is never the wrong choice.
Emergency — call 112 now
- Call 112 or go to the nearest emergency department if you feel an urge to act on harmful thoughts, are hearing voices, or have thoughts of ending your life.
Book an appointment soon
- See your doctor, obstetrician or a counsellor within a few days to talk about these thoughts. You can also call Tele-MANAS on 14416, the free national mental-health helpline, which answers in many Indian languages.
Raise it at a routine appointment
- Mention the thoughts at your postnatal check so they can be followed up.
Sources
The evidence this explanation is built on.
- Postnatal depression NHS
- Anxiety MedlinePlus (NIH)
- Postpartum depression MedlinePlus (NIH)
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